When The Heart Can't Express

Realizing That You Don't Need Certain People , There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up, it's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap.

There are always going to be certain people within our lives that will slow us down from our forward progression if we choose to allow them to do so. Instead of trying to fix everything the way that they want it to be in life, that they have to work with life the way that it is, and even work with variables that they would rather not work with.

It is not about giving up on people, but it is more about being able to tell the difference between giving up and moving on, and stopping others from preventing their own lives to blossom. As the quote states there is a point in many people's lives that they must realize that instead of chasing the ones who ignore them, that they must love the ones who love them completely. Not everything in life is for you, and not every situation is for you to fix, sometimes you must let things be, move on, and learn how to let go.

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Ask Him To Heal Your Heart

Sometimes it is hard to go on with life because it all seems so blurry and so meaningless. It hurts to not enjoy what you loved the most, to always feel so empty inside, to forever be lonely even though you're surrounded by many who love you. Oh, how you wish people actually saw what was inside of you, how you wish they could read your mind and comfort your aching heart, but you feel all alone in this strange state of painful emotions and heartache. It feels as though there is an actual void in your heart--one you never knew existed.

The worst thing about this is that you cannot ever remember the last time you ever had a genuine smile and felt happy. Most often you break down in tears yet you don't know or understand why your tears flow uncontrollably.

This pain you're going through is so unbearable yet you choose to go through it alone because you do not wish to worry those you love. So, you struggle to fake your smile, to fake your laughter and to fake who you used to be. Often you seclude yourself so the need to "fake" anything does not rise---however, you really want this out of your system and would love someone to talk to, someone to lend you a shoulder to really cry on, someone to give you a comforting hug and tell you its going to be alright.

The reality is though, people look at you but they never see the pain you hide inside. You ask "Am I really good at faking or do people just ignore me? or Is there anyone who could ever see through my eyes and see the scars in my heart?"

The answer is YES....there is someone who sees your every pain, hears your silent cries, and works very hard to heal your heart. Its no other but the one who created you from dust and the one you shall return to. Allaah ta'ala is closer to you than anyone and He can help you through anything. You just have to completely trust His divine help and give your heart to him.

I know its hard to do that part because of feeling empty within, but know that help is only with Allaah, so if it hurts too much, be close to Him, talk to Him through your prayers and let His divine words heal you. Also know that you're not alone in this state of depression and loneliness. Dont be afraid to talk to someone you trust , even if it means that person sees your weakness through the tears! Don't ever be scared of putting your feeling out there because concealing your pain only makes it worse

If all fails, keep a journal and write away all that pain , trust me you're going to lose so many tears and will not be able to finish a page, but by the time you're done, you're going to feel a lot better insha'Allah and always make dua to Allaah and ask Him to heal your heart!

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It is not about where you begin but where you END

There’s no person in the Dunya who is capable of handling every punch that is thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble & fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly overcome problems. Because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, & solve them over the course of time. This is what ultimately molds us into the person we become.


The hereafter is your destination and serves as a reminder that you should live in this world with right actions and speech. You should enjoy this life, but you should never forget your ultimate destination. Accept the fact that this life is short and you don't know when its goign to end. Start living for Allah by worshiping him and doing good deeds. I promise, you will enjoy this life with a sense of purpose, and you will seek the hereafter with right actions and speech In Sha Allah!

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Look At Yourself In The Mirror

How could you look at yourself in the mirror?

You stand for nothing and your heart is untrue , Every single thing about you's just a clone of the last "you"

All I want is to reach someone, to say something that could change their life forever, To let them know they're not alone, you're not alone , So many people wanna see me fail, so fucking clever but I'll spit in your face , I'll make sure you remember me

If all these words you speak of meant a thing , I'd take back all the lines against you that I sing, But I know that there's nothing real inside , Your heart's invested in feeding everyone lies

I've seen so many of you come and go, That's cuz you're in it for all the wrong fucking reasons , You can't expect to live off of lies and survive , I am who I am, this is what we are,  I don't care if this offends you, or your worthless god

To all the kids who's letters I receive , The broken hearted, the damaged just like me , I will be your voice to let the world know we stand as one , We're standing right here so come and fucking get us

Open your mind before your mouth ,  Or come and fucking get us , I'll be the end of your decadence I may not have built this kingdom but,  I'll make fucking sure that I protect it from you.

There's a difference between who we love, who we settle for, and who we're meant for.

There are huge differences between who you have settled for, who you are meant for, and who we love, this is a complicated but almost undeniable truth. Whether you choose to believe that a person in your life because they were meant for you, or because you just settled, we are all forced to answer the question of if the love that we have for a person is real or not at some point in time.

All is not fair in love, but all should be. If someone truly loves us we must be willing to let them know if we really love them, or if we think that we may just be settling for them because they have us feeling secure, or comfortable, everything but happy. It is not always easy to be honest about your feelings because it may hurt someone else's, but never live a life that you know isn't really yours to live. Never settle, love and love with all of you, that is what love is meant for!

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Open Your Mind And Remind Yourself

“May Allah forgive me of my sins. The outward and the inward. The intentional and the unintentional. May Allah forgive me for being a repeat offender, sinning the same sin over and over again. May Allah forgive me for being heedless. For being ignorant. For being arrogant, ungrateful, inpatient. More importantly, May Allah forgive me for not seeking forgiveness for all the sins I have committed.

It's Okay Not To Be Perfect

It is important to remind ourselves that no matter what, not everything in our lives will always be as perfect as we may desire. In fact, the only thing perfect about man is that he is able to notice his own imperfections. Striving to live life perfectly is something that is utterly impossible to obtain, instead one should focus on living his or her best life.

Living your best life isn't about trying to be perfect, it is about a person living as who they are at heart, committing mistakes, and learning from these mistakes in order to produce more victories in life than losses. Not every championship has a perfect regular season, not every president had the best grades in grade school, and not every thriving business has always been a thriving business. It is okay to not be perfect, as long as you are always working on being better.

Remind yourself that it's okay not to be perfect.

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Don't Break My Heart Again And Again

You shoot me down in flames, you put me down a lot
I'm giving you my heart , go and take it
please be carefull , not to break it
just remember it's the only one I've got

So.... don't break my heart

you make me laugh a lot and buy me silly things
I'd rather be with you than anyone else
but if you make me mad you wish that you had not

don't break my heart

where are the roses and whispered sighs
where are the compliments and dreaming eyes
it doesn't matter you see I know your loving
will basically never die

don't break my heart

Please ....... don't break my heart

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Having The Satisfaction Of Knowing

Knowing is a 2009 American-British science fiction film mystery-thriller directed by Alex Proyas and starring Nicolas Cage. The project was originally attached to a number of directors under Columbia Pictures, but it was placed in turnaround and eventually picked up by Escape Artists. Production was financially backed by Summit Entertainment. Knowing was filmed in Docklands Studios Melbourne, Australia, using various locations to represent the film's Boston-area setting. The film was released on 20 March 2009, in the United States. The DVD and Blu-ray media were released on July 7, 2009.

In 1959 a child, Lucinda Embry, hears whispers as she stares at the sun. Later, she writes a page of seemingly random numbers to include in the school's time capsule, which will be opened after 50 years. When unable to complete this series of digits, she hides in the janitor's closet and is later found there by a teacher, scratching the remaining numbers into the door.

Fifty years later, Caleb Koestler is a student at Lucinda's school. When the time capsule is opened, Caleb gets Lucinda's page of numbers. Jonathan Koestler, (played by Nick Cage) Caleb's widower father, is a professor of astrophysics at MIT.

Hearing whispers, Caleb sees a mysterious stranger outside. Looking at the numbers, Jonathan notices the sequence 911012996 and realizes it is a reference to the date and number of deaths from the September 11th attacks (9/11/01/2996). Jonathan finds similar information based on other numbers on Caleb's sheet. The last three dates on the page are in the near future, and there are sequences between the dates which he cannot understand.

Caleb receives more visits from mysterious strangers who give him a small smooth stone, and show him visions of the world on fire. On his way to pick up Caleb from school, Jonathan notices the coordinates on his GPS, realizing that the numbers on the screen match those on Lucinda's list. His fears are realized moments later when a passenger jet crashes within view of the highway. He now understands that Lucinda's numbers pinpoint the time and place of disasters.

Jonathan tracks down Lucinda's daughter, Diana, and her daughter Abby, but scares them away when he reveals his interest in Lucinda's predictions. Jonathan pinpoints the next disaster to Worth Street in lower Manhattan. Guessing that it will be a terrorist attack and hoping to prevent the disaster, he phones in a terror warning. Traveling to New York, he is shocked to find the area has not been not closed off. He pursues a man into a subway station suspecting him to be a terrorist, but he is only a shoplifter. At that same moment an approaching train derails, smashing into the station and destroys much of the train Jonathan is on.

With the train disaster proving Jonathan's predictions, Diana decides to help Jonathan. She says that her mother used to hear voices, and that the next date, October 19, is the day she said she would die. In Lucinda's mobile home, they find pictures of the disasters she predicted, a copy of Matthäus Merian's engraving of Ezekiel's "chariot vision",[4] and a pile of small smooth stones near Lucinda's bed.

The last number appears to be "33" but is really "EE" written backwards. Jonathan and Diana soon learn that EE means "Everyone Else", representing a cataclysm that no one will escape. Outside, the Strangers appear around the car carrying the children. John drives them away only to hear from Abby that the "whisper people" want her and Caleb to go with them. The next day, John has a sudden revelation and rushes them to the MIT observatory, where he discovers that a massive solar flare will soon reach Earth.

Diana wants to hide in some caves. John agrees at first, but then returns to Lucinda's school for the numbers on the old door, thinking they may be coordinates leading to safety. Before he finds them Diana takes the children and heads for the caves. As Jonathan drives after them, he calls Diana and tries to persuade her against relying on the caves. He warns her that the solar flare will penetrate miles under ground.

While stopped for gas, Diana loses the children to the Strangers. Diana pursues them but is broadsided by a truck. John arrives just as Diana dies, finding the small stone in Diana's hand. He continues to Lucinda's mobile home, finding the children and the Strangers in a dry river bed covered with the stones. A vessel similar to the wheels in the engraving descends from the sky. John is refused entry but allows his son to leave as the Strangers dissolve into translucent alien figures resembling angels. The vessel departs with the children and a pair of rabbits, and a distant shot shows many similar vessels leaving earth.

The next morning the skies are full of smoke and heat. John makes it to the chaotic streets of New York City, arriving at his father's home. They embrace as the solar flare burns away the atmosphere and incinerates everything on the surface of the Earth and even below that. The film ends as Caleb and Abby arrive at an otherworldly valley, then run across a field of golden grass towards a large, white tree.

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